I was at the doctors yet again this morning for my yearly diabetic tests and some more bloods!
There I was waiting to see the nurse and flicking through a magazine ("Red") browsing an article when a surge of bright white light ignited in my head!
I believe I am a Scanner!
This explains quite a lot...
...you don't know how frustrating and depressing it can be unless you share these feelings that include...
"I can never stick to anything."
"I know I should focus on one thing, but which one?"
"I lose interest in things I thought would interest me forever."
"I keep going off on another tangent."
"I get bored as soon as I know how to do something."
"I can't stand to do anything twice."
"I pull away from what I'm doing because I'm afraid I'll miss something better."
"I'm too busy, but when I do find time I can't remember what I wanted to do."
"I keep changing my mind about what I want to do and end up doing nothing."
I have made bold the phrases that are particularly relevant to me although all the rest are hanging around in the background most of the time.
This is a bit of a revelation and....I hope I'm not coming across as some sort of weirdo...but if I can find out how to break this or go with it which seems to be the answer in the little I read...
...perhaps I can start to concentrate on something or anything or everything LOL and...
..."Enjoy the Journey" !!!
(As you know who says ;))
Thanks for reading my strange post today...
...I don't think I have lost the plot, I believe I have found the plot today!!
P.S. Then again it could just be because now my blood sugars are a bit low instead of being a bit high!!! LOL