Wednesday 19 May 2010

I'm Scared!

I've been very brave about many difficult decisions and situations just lately but this is really scary!


Mmmmm! A blank table!! Well......at least devoid of craft stuff.


WOYWW is here again and you may remember the absolute tip that my table had become!


I left clearing up all my usual mess to the last minute before guests arrived for the funeral as I feared that once put away I would never be able to start creating again.


I know this is stupid and I know that Pip would be unhappy about it.....heck I don't know who was more pleased when I won the Stamper of the Year title....him or me!


I have something to share with you on Friday if you would like to come back then.


Thanks for looking at my blank space....I hope to rectify this situation very soon.


xoxo Sioux

Thank you for all the lovely words of comfort....support and cyber hugs....it has been a great help and I'm lucky to be able to count on some very special friends around me at this time.

35 comments:

  1. I have only just found your wonderful blog and at such a sad time. Your art is inspirational, as is your decision to share at such a difficult time. MY thoughts are with you and your family.
    Lesley x

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  2. My heart goes out to you at this difficult time. Your strength is inspiring enough without one of your wonderful creations.
    With warmest thoughts to you and your family
    Suzanne x

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  3. my thoughts and prayers are with you at this very sad time. Joey.xxx

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  4. Hey hun, am thinking of you .. as I am sure everyone who visits you will be ... wishing that I could wave a magic wand and make it all better for you.. sending you HUGE hugs and hoping that everything goes ok today... lotsa love to you and yours xxx

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  5. my dear friend I just do not know what to say,bless your heart you are in my thoughts,and sending you massive hugs love cherylx

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  6. Your wonderful husband would never want you to give up your fabulous talent hun. Just for today your table will be clear but come tomorrow or the next day i reckon everyone will want to see it packed to the rafters with craft stash!!! never give up on something that made your darlin hubby so proud. I carried on for my Mum as i felt for a time like giving up, now it is my saviour.
    Thinking of you at this time. Love & hugs Clare xxx

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  7. Your spirit shines through your blog, even now, at this difficult and painful time. I will be back to visit on Friday and hope that your continued journey becomes less hard to navigate. Penny xxx

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  8. You take as long as you need to get back to crafting - it'll happen when the time is right. Still thinking of you and sending hugs xxx

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  9. I was knocked for six when I read your news on the last post, so I can't begin to imagine how you are!! I am glad you have got friends and family around you at this sad time, and hope you feel like crafting again soon. Much love, Helen. xxx

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  10. Can image how scary it must be at the moment. Huge (((HUG))) goes out to you. You are in my prays. Hugs Anesha

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  11. Hopefully your art will act as therapy for you (as you said in an earlier post) in weeks and months to come.
    Anne x

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  12. It must be an incredibly scary and sad time for you, we are all thinking about you and keeping you in our thoughts.
    You will feel creative again in time, but for now just look after yourself and take the time you need.
    Love and special hugs
    Lisax

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  13. sending big big hugs sioux, glad to hear that you have your friends around you .. you will create again when you are ready sweetheart.
    ((((hugs)))) Rach.xxxx

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  14. you are in my thoughts and prayers hunny, as hels says wish we could wave a magic wand. thinking of you and your family, big hugs mandyxxx

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  15. Im sure the table will fill with craft stuff, as and when youre ready.
    Thinking of you xx

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  16. We are all thinking of you and such a sad time and hoping you will find some joy in your crafts. My thoughts are with you. Tracy Evans x

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  17. It's lovely to see you. Clair said someting very wonderful about carrying on I do hope you can be back soon I can't imagine how you myst be feeling. Love and hugs to you

    Love Dawn xx

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  18. Thinking of you at this sad time, sending a large cyber hug,sue.xx(xxxxx)

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  19. Thinking of you during this sad time and sending lots of cyber hugs x

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  20. Continuing to send you all my love & prayers. Your love for each other will help you today & in the future. You are never far from my thoughts. Love Gez.xx

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  21. If you do nothing else, keep crafting. The crafting family is so very strong that we will ALL be there for you whenever the need takes you. Warm hugs.
    Joanne xxx

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  22. Just sending your hugs and will be thinking and praying for you.

    Hugs
    Kay
    Toodles and Binks

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  23. He would enjoy the humour of a tidy table - and then enjoy even more seeing you claim it back for your 'therapy'.
    Scarey - yes, but you aren't on your own - reach out whenever you need to.

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  24. You are getting lots of love from all of us today. We are all thinking of you.
    A x

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  25. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this sad time, I have a funeral to attend tomorrow and another one for my gran in the next few days and I hope you wont mind when i light a candle for my loved ones I will light one and say a prayer for you. Hugs Pam x

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  26. First time visitor, you create some wonderful art and hope you are able to return to it when you feel ready. My thoughts are with you at this difficult time.

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  27. At these moments there is so little one can say that will make an impression or be remembered past the moment, or reach anywhere near the depths of emotion you will be dealing with. One of the most valuable things that was said to me in my moments of dispair is - be as you need to be, and I wish you moments of peace within that being. Much love today and whenever you need it most.
    x Michelle

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  28. Oh my lord, I have just come here (late) tonight and read your sad sad news... words cannot express my feeling for you loss and my heart genuinely goes out to you at this time. Its hard to type something as it feels so inadequate - but hopefully you will find some comfort that people out here in blogland will be here for you when you need any of us... that how crafting bloggers are - I have learnt this over the last few months.

    Its late, so by the time you read this, I just hope you managed to get through today and that all went as well as it could.

    Sending hugs and letting you know that you are now in my thoughts.

    Again - I am so sorry for you loss.

    Paula x x x

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  29. I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you as well. Those are some lovely flowers though. I hope you get back to crafting soon!
    P.S. Please come check out my new challenge blog! The first challenge starts Sunday, May 23rd. I hope to see you there! xo Kelli

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  30. My thoughts are with you too
    ((Lyn))

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  31. Oh gosh, I am so, SO sorry to read your news. I was wondering where you were but never considered that things may have taken a turn for the worse. My heart goes out to you. Wish I had words to make it all better but I'm sure no words will help - only time will heal. You're in my thoughts and prayers. Cathx

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  32. I have just added my rainbow to your followers list because silly as it may sound - rainbows always lift my spirits at sad times.

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